Wow! I'm REALLY Having a "Throw The Towel In" Day!

Somebody help me understand what I'm feeling....PUH-LEASE!I am like totally ready to throw in the towel regarding my quit!I really don't know where this is coming...this is the strongest junkie-thinking brain I've had I think since I quit!I pledge not to smoke today...and I haven't broken a pledge yet! Please don't redirect me to www.whyquit.com, etc. I've been reading my little heart out today!I just need someone to help me understand how/why these intense REALLY intense feelings/urges are kickin' the sh*t outta me...7 weeks+ into my quit!