It Continues to be a journey....

Went to the beach this week-end and remembering, the last time I quit lost it on vacation. Very, very,quit smoking now, hard the last four days....at more than 8 months and still very, very, hard. But I know....if I don't pick them up, I am not going to smoke. I try to remember all the reasons not to smoke...and why I quit and how much easier it is..I try not to see the extra 15 pounds,Herbal cigarettes, the extra vodka without the cigarettes...still trying and hoping that it won't be trying on day.....J/Q tells me so...Eric tells me so..others say it WILL come...impatient yes I am....hard couple of days...didn't feel like a vacation...glad to be home...not giving up but really so tired of quitting.